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Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Daily Life & Challenges
Life
must go on. And it does. The kids have school every morning, do
homework in the afternoons, play video games, and watch videos.
We watched a Todd Bentley crusade video, and especially Sekouba
just LOVED all the miracles, shouting and praising. I can see
him doing the miracles of God one day himself!
My
strength is getting depleted more and more. Towards the end of
the children's program yesterday, I simply got up, went to my
room, lay down, and couldn't move for an hour. I was just too
exhausted. The quality of what I do has suffered too, and I don't
like it. I can't seem to find the energy to do certain things
any more.
In
one week, a girl from Austria, Johanna, is arriving, just a couple
of days before I leave. So I have one week left to do my flyers
to hand out while I travel, and I was also gonna do a video presentation
like last year. But right now I don't know when or with what strength.
I
haven't heard anything back from the architect in Atlanta. I'm
still hoping he'd do it - if he's the one God has for us. In any
case, they are not even giving us the correct measures before
I leave, so it'd be hard to do any drawings at all. We're still
waiting for that blockage at the government to be removed, so
that the papers will be given.
Tomorrow,
the hangar will be installed on our property - but without the
plastic tarp on top, because we're still looking for an affordable
one. Little, or rather hardly any money has been coming in above
the monthly support, and expenses are just so high. I just paid
$250 for the phone bill in May (mainly Internet), and $230 for
electricity and water, the July rent of $420 is also coming up,
and feeding 8 people in a healthy way is more costly than expected.
The doctor also wants $100 per month to be on call around the
clock.....
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Monday,
June 26, 2006
Sekouba Is Staying
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Sunday,
June 25, 2006
Sekouba Planning On Leaving Tomorrow!!!
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just sent out an urgent prayer alert with all the info. Read
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Saturday,
June 24, 2006
Sekouba Rebelling
Since
Sekouba's experience Thursday morning, when God told him to obey,
He's been doing the opposite, being in constant rebellion. Right
now it's after midnight, and he hasn't come home. Paul and the
kids (including Sekouba) were watching the JESUS movie tonight,
and Sekouba left right afterwards, even though there were only
10 minutes left till bedtime. Paul told him to stay, and he left
anyway.
I
guess the enemy came right after God's Word, and he's been winning
so far. We've talked, we've prayed, but so far...
Ministry
On Our Property
Today
was the second Saturday in a row we went to the property to pray
and minister to our neighbors. We prayer-walked the property,
and prayed together, before playing a few games with the 70 kids
that had gathered. Then we did a few songs, and our kids got really
into it. It was great to watch. Then I spoke a few minutes about
who Jesus is, and about Him being our Healer, and we prayed for
a few kids that were sick. At all times, the kids were just crowding
around us. Even when we arrived, they came running, and everyone
wanted to shake my hands. When we left, it was the same again.
I enjoyed it.
Hopefully
by next Saturday we'll have a hangar up. We reduced the size,
but it's still $300 just for the metal frame, and then we still
have to buy a big plastic canvas to put on it as a roof.
I
have to say, last Saturday as well as today, I was ready to cancel
going there when the time came to get going. I wonder the enemy's
just trying to prevent us from going there...
I
feel like my batteries are empty, and the charger doesn't work.
Physically I've felt better thankfully. I'm guess I'm slowly adjusting.
Tomorrow,
our kids are fasting for the first time. We're gonna fast every
Sunday noon meal. Abdias didn't like the idea at all.
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Thursday,
June 22, 2006
Remarkable Early Morning Worship Time
Since
I just wrote this for my email report,
let me just reproduce it here:
Sekouba's
eyes were closed, as he was playing the "drums" on the
table. A few days ago our djembe (drum) gave way to his playing.
and tore. Now he was playing in the Spirit again - it's been a
few weeks since he last did like that. Paul, Abdias, Fousseni,
and me, we were walking around the table, waving flags, singing
and dancing. The intensity increased, and all of us couldn't help
but start shouting the name of Jesus, and Hallelujah. It was only
9 in the morning - as an evening person, I just about handle walking
up and down praying in the morning. But now I was starting to
run around the table with the kids, shouting the name of Jesus
joyfully. I don't know how many circles we ran, but I was awake
now. And yet, I had missed breakfast once again because I was
simply too tired to get up. We have breakfast from 7:30 to 8 o'clock.
At 8 we all go be with Jesus for 45 minutes. The kids are still
learning to read, so they listen to God's word for half an hour,
and then they pray 15 minutes. At 8:45 we all gather together
to sing, study a Bible passage, and pray together, until school
starts at 9:30.
I
stopped running around the table, but Sekouba's eyes were still
closed. I can see when he's in the Spirit, and when he stopped
playing, and we had prayed and sat down, I could tell something
was still up with him. His eyes were closed, and even when he
opened them, he wasn't with us.
I
gave him some time, and when he came back to himself, I asked
him what God had shown him. He started talking to the other two
kids very seriously, saying that He told him that they all had
to listen and obey me because I was now their Mom, and they also
had to obey Paul who was now like their Dad. If they did, God
would do great things in them and through them. Then he said that
he saw our house on the new property, and all of us sleeping there.
Wow.
Our time was up, and after a review of yesterday's Bible study,
school started with French class, followed by Reading, then Writing,
and Maths. By 1 p.m. we were done and ready for lunch. I enjoy
teaching, even though it's often challenging with them.
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Monday,
June 19, 2006
Fousseni One Month With Us
Today
it's been one month since Fousseni started sleeping here. A rule
I established is that a child has to sleep out on the porch for
one month before knowing him well enough to trust him with sleeping
inside, where he has access to a lot of valuable stuff. Tonight
is Fousseni's first night inside (where it's really hot - outside
it's nice and cool). Nothing will change for him during the day,
since he was already fully included in the activities of the day.
Yesterday
my camera died, so unfortunately I won't be able to provide you
with (good) pictures any more. One more thing to put on my shopping
list for the next trip.
Tonight
we watched a Reinhard Bonnke video with seven testimonies. Paul
was interpreting, and the kids LOVED it! They got so excited,
when the person got healed etc. It was a joy to watch them.
I
learned today that through CCARA (the German NGO managing the
sponsorships for us) I'll be able to take more luggage with me
when I travel - and for free. Isn't that awesome? Now I can take
all the clothes and toys people give.
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Sunday,
June 18, 2006
My Kids
I
had a talk with Simeon tonight - another one - and again he said
he'd change.
Today
we had the second service of the new format, and it's not going
so well. People here are not used to look at a Bible passage and
answer questions. And if they can't read, it's hard to answer
the questions, because they can't simply look at the passage again.
However, Sekouba has been a joy to watch. He always tries to answer.
At
the services, besides all of us, there is only one other person
now. Even Elisabeth hasn't come to a service many weeks. There's
always something else that keeps her from coming. She sends her
kids over though.
After
the service, I had fun with my younger kids, playing with them
EYE TOY (Play Station). You connect a camera and actually see
yourself on TV, playing with each other the games on the screen.
So it's actually sport and much fun. We had a great time together.
I
also went over to our neighbors who are very respected in our
neighborhood. They have actually lived in Austria (30 years ago),
and love me, even though we hardly see each other. I found out
that her husband broke his leg last night, so I went over with
Paul and Simeon, and we prayed for his healing. He (a catholic)
appreciated it. His wife Fanta was also very glad to see me.
It's
after midnight, and a long week is ahead. Please keep praying
for strength for myself.
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Saturday,
June 17, 2006
Back To Our Property
This
afternoon we returned to our property-to-be to pray and to minister
to our neighbors. We are now gonna do so every Saturday.
The
kids started gathering around us right away, while we were praying.
There were Paul, Simeon, Seybou, and our three kids. After our
prayer time, we played some games with our neighbors' kids. There
were about 50 of them. They enjoyed themselves, and I was proud
of our 3 teenagers taking an active role in managing the games.
After
the games, we sang two songs with actions that the kids loved.
Then I told them in a few words about God, and closed in prayer.
As we were about to leave two hours after our arrival, they all
wanted to shake my hands. All the kids were crowded around me,
not letting go of my hands. They walked with me to the car, where
I had to tear myself away. I told them we'd be back next week.
We
had a good time again.
The
worrying part: We noticed that some people have continued construction
work on our property. We're hoping it's some misguided private
persons rather than another church. In any case, the government
encouraged us even last week to quickly build something on the
property to make sure we'll be the ones getting it. This coming
week I'm gonna work on having a simple structure with roof built
on it.
The
paperwork is still being held up somewhere. Please pray for it
to come through quickly.
Quieter
Day
Last
night I told my kids I needed to sleep in today and get some rest.
They would have to start the day without me. Funny how in the
West, kids want to get up LATER, while my kids ask to get up EARLIER.
In
any case, instead of getting up at 7:15, I got up at 10 this morning
- pretty late, even for me. And even then I was still very tired
and had a hard time getting anything done. In the afternoon I
slept some more, still feeling too exhausted to go to the property.
I'm glad I did anyway. I can do all things through Him who
gives me strength.
The
picture shows the kids in their bedroom.
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Thursday,
June 15, 2006
First Week With 4 Kids
Tonight
it's one week that the kids moved into the house, and that my
life, my daily schedule, changed completely. The roughest has
been not to have a free minute from morning till evening, until
10.30 pm when everything involving others is taken care of. By
then I'm so tired that I often accomplish little in the remaining
two hours of the day I still give myself. Several mornings (like
today) I've found myself waking up exhausted already, when the
alarm goes off after 6-7 hours of sleep.
On
the other hand, things are working out better than expected in
many ways. The kids have no problem sticking to the daily schedule,
which is great. Of course, there have been problems, and between
1 and all 3 have had to stay in their room all day (after school)
as a punishment.
The
picture shows their new bunkbeds (and them asleep).
Every
morning, after breakfast, they spend three quarters of an hour
listening to the Word of God and praying. Then we have another
three quarters of an hour for corporate worship, Bible study and
prayer. Each kid prays - for the day, as well as other people
and needs. By then it's 9:30 and time to start the first of 4
classes - French. Then Reading, Writing and Maths. The music class
hasn't been received that well- hey, you have to PRACTICE to play
an instrument! They didn't know that before! ;-)
By
1 pm most if not all of them are frustrated, including myself.
They have a hard time failing, and are easily discouraged when
they don't know the answer. They are also impatient, and struggling
with actually thinking for themselves. Thank God for the many
years of teaching experience He's given me (18 years) which have
prepared me perfectly for this challenging job. However, I did
tell the kids they'd go to a Christian school next year if this
is not working out with us. I'm considering the option for this
coming year anyway.
At
1 pm we have lunch together, and then they go outside until 3
pm. From 3 to 5 they do homework, as well as playing educative
games on the computer. We usually eat dinner around 8 pm, and
by 9:30 pm they are getting ready for bed. We then all gather
together to talk about the day, discuss issues, and then I pray
for them individually and blessing them. Once they're off, I sit
down with Seybou to do the accounting of the expenses of the day.
So it's 10:30 pm by the time I sit down at my desk to get something
done.
Quick
Update
Paul
is the "4th kid" with his 18 years, but he's here to
assist me. I believe he's enjoying himself, even though he misses
his family somewhat, I think, as well as the freetime he doesn't
have any more.
Things
with Simeon are at an alltime low.
Our
Property
We've
been told to build something on our property-to-be IMMEDIATELY
so that nobody else can make a claim and have a chance. This Saturday
we're staring to go there on a weekly basis to pray and reach
out to our neighbors. Tomorrow I'm gonna inquire into building
a simple hangar on it, that will also give us protection from
the son.
PRAYER
REQUEST: Alassane Sent From God?
A
few days ago a young pastor-in-training approached me, saying
he wanted to work with me, that he was desperate for a job, with
his wife and family in the village and no more money left. I know
him from a seminar I attended over a year ago. Normally I'm very
"allergic" to all the requests for work I get far too
often, but something about this one made me wonder whether he
was sent from God. I've been praying and contemplating it all,
and believe he might be a blessing and enrichment to us, now that
we so desperately need more hands. I am right now getting recommendations.
Unfortunately, the first people I talked to highlighted some serious
problems in the past.
If
we come to the conclusion that he is to work with us (your input
is welcome), I could imagine him and his family living on our
new property and coming over to join us every morning. Alassane
can help me with the school (Paul will be back at his school in
fall), while his wife helps Fanta, and could also disciple Fanta
(who desperately needs it). They have a 18 months old daughter
- great to play with 13 months old Sarata. So, we could have help
with the daily operations, and someone to be on the property.
We're
still looking for an architect. Please pray we'll find the one
God has for us!
Visitors
& Visits
I
have 4 more weeks in Mali before going on a (much needed) 5-week
break to the US. You can look at the details of my itinerary on
my CALENDAR page.
I
also rejoice that the Lord is sending us visitors who come for
various reasons.
In
the beginning of July, Johanna is arriving from Austria. She's
a student of African studies who wants to improve her Bambara,
and will be staying for a few days until I myself leave. When
I get back from the US, she's gonna stay with us for another month.
One
or two of our kids' sponsors are considering coming in fall, to
help with their agricultural knowledge, planting trees and vegetables
on our property.
Another
young lady from Austria has felt God's call to Mali for over a
year and is considering coming in fall for some time.
God
knows, we/I need help!!!
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June 9, 2006
First Day Inside The House
"When
you are ready to talk, call me." With those words I left
the kids with Paul and went to my room to wait for Paul's call.
I had asked them what solution they'd suggest for what they'd
done, but none would answer for several minutes. Maybe they'll
talk to Paul.
Yesterday,
the carpenter came and put the two bunkbeds together in the designated
kids' room. They were all so excited, as they watched him do it,
and so excited as they moved their stuff inside. Except for Fusseni
whose disappointment was visible. He has to wait another 10 days
before moving inside. I set up a rule that a kid has to be with
us for a month before moving inside; there are a lot of valuable
things in the house, and those street kids won't hesitate to steal
and make money. So we want to know them first to be sure they're
serious about following God and staying.
Today
was the first time with their oganized schedule:
7-7:30
get up and wash
7:30-8 breakfast
8-8:45 personal time with God
8:45-9:30 worship, Bible study, and prayer together
9:30-12:50 school
15-17 homework & computer work
Time-wise,
it worked out well today.
The
picture shows Fusseni - his first time handling a computer. The
other one shows Paul reading with Sekouba.
It's
going on 11 pm now and I'm exhausted. I'll have to get used to
my new life. I had a short break right after noon - just enough
to hop into the bathtub. The rest of the day, I haven't had any
time to accomplish anything in terms of working at my desk. That's
a little frustrating. There were some other frustrating thing
today, things that make you wonder, but I since I released them
all to God in Paris... I'd better remember that.
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Thursday,
June 8, 2006
Moving Into The House
I'm
too tired to tell you the details of all that happened today.I
haven't had a single moment to sit down and accomplish anything.
However,
today an important step was taken - Sekouba & Abdias have
moved into the house, as well as Paul. The Christian carpenter
did a great job! It's a beautiful room they now live in.
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Wednesday,
June 7, 2006
Busy & Long First Day Back
Was
the kids' program really today or yesterday? It was this morning.
This day has been so long and busy, it feels like it's been several
days since getting up in the morning. I guess one thing that hasn't
changed is the physical tiredness.
We
finished our 13-week course on the BLOOD OF JESUS, and were supposed
to start another course today; one I've taught before. However,
since I now have three actors in the house who can learn the skits,
I postponed the start till next week. Today we played some games,
sang songs, memorized John 3:16, and then watched a half-hour
kids' movie on David & Goliath. Paul was translating while
we watched it. Afterwards I asked questions on what they had seen
to see whether they got it. Then I said a few words about God
choosing children and having a great plan for each one of them.
After a time of prayer, we ate lunch together.
After
all the kids had left, I gave our kids a few of their gifts, and
then went to catch up on some work. Time was short and interrupted
repeatedly. In no time at all it was time to go downtown, to a
leaving missionary's house, to pick up the stuff I had bought
from him - 2 lamps, 2 little bookcases, a bike and a TV. Sekouba
came with me. Just when we loaded everything into the car, it
started to rain, but it soon stopped again.
Back
at the house, the kids did more jumps for joy when they saw the
bike and TV. I'm concerned that they love "stuff" more
than Jesus, and that "the stuff" could be more of an
incentive to stay than Jesus. And I told them that.
The
kids were playing outside, while I prepared their room for tomorrow,
as well as putting away the stuff from my suitcases. Then it started
to really rain, and the kids came inside to watch a movie with
the new TV. We had a few power outages because of the thunderstorm
- once during the movie, and once later. The kids had complained
that it was cold outside after the rain (about 25°C, that
is 77°F), and so I gave them another one of the gifts - a
set of underwear and a pyjama each. They were laughing and joking
around, because it was all too big. A lady in Paris gave the stuff
to me from her deceased husband; and even the underwear I bought
is too big for little Abdias. I'll have to buy some during my
next trip.
Finally,
they've gone to bed, outside in the fresh air (not hot like inside),
and I have some peace and calm to get some work done. It will
be late again tonight, and another busy and eventful day is ahead.
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Tuesday,
June 6, 2006
Back Home
I
just arrived back home, after a smooth flight and favor at the
check in. I left with empty bags 5 days ago, and came back with
49kg in the suitcases, plus 20 carry-on. And most of it is for
the kids.
Emma
picked me up from the airport, and when I arrived at the house,
I had three kids fall around my neck with shouts of joy, as well
as Hama who didn't want to let go of me any more.
I
thank God for this past weekend, the spiritual refreshing and
encouragement, and the first few hours back in Mali are always
somewhat "weird". I have a busy 5 weeks ahead before
my summer break; 5 weeks of settling the kids into the house and
establishing a disciplined schedule.
Last
Few Hours In Paris
Every
minute counted! I had to get up at 7, because I had an appointment
to go to Paris with a guy from the church, to pick up Heidi's
book in French (just released) at a Christian bookstore, and I
had to be back by noon. In the last minute, the guy from the restaurant
joined us, and so the three of us went to Paris. The picture shows
Eric & Kaddour in the train. It took us two hours to get to
the bookstore, which left us 15 min to do the shopping. I got
the very last copy of Heidi's book (thank God!), and bought a
few DVDs. I only saw the children's section (I had also come for)
when we were on the way out, and there was no time to look at
it. We had to hurry back, and arrived late, leaving me half an
hour to get my bags and myself ready to leave for the airport.
It all worked out in the end. I sure was tired once I sat in the
lounge at the airport!
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June 5, 2006
Final Day In Paris
The
last session was in the morning, and I had a very hard time getting
up, having put together 54 pictures to show and tell about Mali.
Right after worship, I projected my pictures, and fearing that
I'd go on too long, I went through the pictures quickly, forgetting
to say a few important things.
After
the pictures, the pastor prayed for me and added a few words from
the Lord (that I don't have recorded), which was another encouragement.
Then they took an offering for Mali - thank you, Lord! That way
the Lord returned to me all I had given over the weekend, and
he added 50%.
In
the afternoon, I had an appointment (again) to go to some stores
to get my shopping done. I was so exhausted, I finally found half
an hour to lie down and had a hard time getting up. It wasn't
until 6 pm when we left for the store. I got all the electronics
from the store, but the grocery store closed just after I had
gotten in and they wouldn't let us finish our shopping.
Having
dropped everything off, I went out to eat with Corinne (one of
the ladies who came to Mali in April) and another person, which
was nice. Back at the church, I spent some time talking to the
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June 4, 2006
Blessed Day
Once
again I talked to Paul and the kids on the phone today. It seems
that things are going well in Mali.
Here
in Paris I was struggling with tiredness all day, so that I couldn't
keep my eyes open during the evening service, and kind of drifted
through the worship times in the morning and evening.
Unfortunately
I missed the sermon in the morning - I heard it was great - because
I was asked to interpret for the speaker's wife Silvia. They asked
Silvia to talk to the teenagers, and since she's German and her
French not yet good enough, she asked me to interpret for her.
So I did, and I enjoyed it thoroughly. When she was done, we started
praying for the kids one after the other. The Lord gave us insight,
the prophetic was flowing, as well as the Father's love bringing
inner healing. I enjoyed ministering with her.
In
the evening service, when Thierry (an evangelist) was preaching,
I had just managed to open my eyes again, when he suddenly zeroed
in to me and started prophesying. It came out of the blue. He
said afterwards that the anointing came on him and he just had
to prophesy. I can't remember everything he said (hopefully I
can get a tape tomorrow), but he said that I hadn't come to Paris
for nothing. That he could see a center the Lord was building.
That the enemy has been attacking to twart the plan of God. That
I shouldn't be discouraged. That's about all I remember. I was
surprised, blessed, encouraged.
At
the end of the meeting, there was no ministry time again, but
I asked the pastors to pray for me, and so Annemarie did. I felt
some joy as the Spirit was filling me afresh. While on the floor,
I released everything into the hands of God again - the church,
the ministry, and each team member. They're all HIS, and I'm not
to carry the burden.
In
the afternoon, I went out for lunch with Pascale who invited me.
I enjoyed the fellowship with her, and updating her on what's
going on in Mali, and getting her input. We also called Paul who
had a chance to talk to her, as well as the kids who loved talking
to her.
At
the evening service tonight pastor Annemarie announced that I'm
sharing about Mali tomorrow. So I spent a few hours until 1 am
tonight choosing pictures and putting them into an order - 54
pictures. Though I came to rest, and though I didn't expect getting
to share at all, I'm now looking forward to updating the church
on what's happening in Mali.
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Saturday,
June 3, 2006
Exhaustion
I
regretted having gone to bed so late, when I had to get up just
over 6 hours later. I was so very tired - resulting from a short
night, a sleepless night before that, and the accumulated tiredness
from Mali. I ended up having to close my eyes during the session.
In the break I went to my room to lie down a few minutes, contemplating
sleeping during the remaining hour, but I did go back down, which
was good because I got to talk to a few people.
During
lunch I was too tired to talk, but the church members around me
were asking questions, and as I got talking about Mali, it rejuvenated
me some. Then my phone rang - it was Paul. I had told him to call
if there was a problem or something, so I immediately asked why
he was calling. He said that the kids wanted to hear my voice.
Relief. And joy. I enjoyed hearing my kids' voices, and hearing
how things were going. Paul had just finished teaching them all
morning. Sekouba said, I love you. That was a first! I often tell
my kids I love them, but that was the first time one of them said
it back to me. It's good to know I'm missed.
The
Father's Voice
The
Lord has been speaking and downloading to me in the meetings,
during worship and during the preaching, showing me things, giving
direction, details, for back in Mali. I've had these times before.
In fact, it was right here in Paris where God spoke to me last
August to start the weekly kids' program and to feed them on a
weekly basis. And now, with this time of transition I and we are
in, He is speaking again, giving the details. I came here also
for those very answers.
When
the evening session finished without ministry time again, like
all the previous ones, I knew I'd have to grab someone tonight
to pray for me. I so much longed for HIM, and I already felt His
nearness, as if He was just waiting to break in.
I
didn't care if it was the pastors or the speakers, and it ended
up being the speakers who prayed for me. They prayed for rivers
in the desert, for renewed hope and vision, and His infilling.
They also prayed against the enemy's work and attacks. God's presence
washed over me, His sweet presence, and I lay on the floor letting
Him minister to me.
After
the meeting we sat down, the speakers, Corinne, myself, and I
enjoyed the fellowship very much. I love those guys!
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Friday,
June 2, 2006
Traveling To Paris & Meeting God
On
the way to the airport in Bamako last night, Emma got lost. Because
of our Bible School Thursday night, we had left the house later
than I normally would. And now we were lost! Normally it's very
easy to get there, but there is construction work going on there,
and a detour, and somewhere we ended up on the wrong road. We
asked a taxi driver the way, and finally found the airport. Thanks
to my elevated status with the airline, I was able to check in
quickly and was still among the first people to be on the plane.
We
took off at 11 pm and arrived in Paris at 6:30 am local time (4:30
am Malian time). Someone from our sister church picked me up from
the airport, and little time later I was at the church with Corinne
- one of the two ladies who had come to Mali in April. We had
breakfast together, and then it was time for their Bible School
at 9 am. They have half an hour of worship before the classes,
and I was eagerly looking forward to that time with them.
We
started praying, and singing, and God was touching me already.
I knelt down and sobbed for the rest of the worship time. It was
a sweet time. I wept for my shortcomings, my insufficencies, for
the losses we've suffered in Mali, for the state of our church
in Mali, for the lack of honor and obedience, and because God
to chose to interrupt my desert time and draw close
I
didn't really want to get up, but the students left for their
classes, and I went to my room, my heart still just craving for
His sweet presence, sobbing at the water suddenly flowing into
this desert. I was communing with Him on my bed and soon fell
asleep.
Three
hours later I had a very hard time getting up, because I was still
so very tired. I went out for lunch with Corinne (right) and a
guy from the church here, and we had a great time. Back at the
church I got to see Pascale (left) and some other people. Pastor
Annemarie was there and had a few minutes for me, and so we had
a good conversation. It was very helpful what she had to say,
the advice she gave me. Thank you, Lord!
Then
it was time for some shopping. Annemarie dropped me off at the
nearest shopping center, and for 90 minutes I walked around buying
all kinds of stuff for my kids - sheets, underwear, games, movies,
watches, crayons, folders, etc. Wisely, I had taken my rollable
carry-on with me, knowing I would have to walk back and carry
everything. I ended up with a full backback, a full carry-on,
and a plastic bag. Then it was time for some sports - up the hill
and up the steps, back to the church. :-)
Back
at the church I was being awaited to help someone with computer
stuff. When we were done, I found out that the pastors had been
looking for me, so I could join them and the speakers for dinner.
Now they were done, but the speaker's wife, Silvia, stayed with
me while I had some food. I greatly enjoyed seeing Silvia again
and talking to her. She's a great lady.
5
minutes were left before the evening meeting. I was very much
looking forward to it. I enjoyed the worship, and ended up on
my knees before the Lord again. Then Thierry preached on the state
of the church and unity; quite a few things he said I had just
preached last Sunday. It was a rather confirming, and sobering,
sermon, after having been encouraged by pastor Annemarie in the
afternoon.
There
was no prayer time after the meeting, and I sat down for some
time with the speakers, enjoying being with them. By now it's
nearly 2 am - which is midnight in Mali - and I should get some
sleep before another great and long day.
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Thursday,
June 1, 2006
Doctor Alan
Doctor
Alan came by again, and we were able to talk without 40 people
all around. He said he'll make us a good price, and he would be
our doctor, on call any time, and we'll also have all our kids
tested for various diseases. He took out the threads of Abdias's
head today. He also talked to Fanta and Seybou, telling them,
how they should feed their kids, especially 1-year old Sarata
who is visibly malnourished. Imagine, she still only feeds on
her Mom's breasts!!!
Then
we were back on the subject of changing the way things are done.
Seybou was quite "passionate", but in the end he gave
in. Maybe the doctor's arguments worked? I'm now paying the food
for everyone, and that way, our kids, as well as Seybou's family,
will eat healthy, wholesome food. Praise God!
Gosh,
I'm so tired - constantly dealing with conflicts, quarrels, demands,...
I'm looking forward to boarding that plane to Paris in a few hours.
Please pray that Paul will be able to handle everything during
my absence.
When
I get back on Tuesday, the bunkbeds will be ready, and the 3 kids
and Paul will move in.
Please
pray for my weekend in Paris - for rest, for refreshing, encouragement,
and that I'll be able to get all my shopping done.
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